Nov 13 2009 01:55 pm
I just want my best friend back
Oct 5 2009 08:43 pm
I lost myself for so long
because of you
those 6 months seem like a blur now
I wish I was stronger
I wish I hadnt let go of my heart
Sep 30 2009 02:28 am
Every love song it the same
the girl is begging her love to come back
I dont want the love back
I just want my friend back...the guy I knew 1 year ago
Sep 30 2009 02:26 am
I wonder if you notice how much we've grown apart?
How different we are to each other
we can't hide from it forever,
I know Ive let you go a long time ago,
Im waiting for you to do the same
Im not going to fight to have it go back to the way we use to be
and Im not sorry for that
Jun 16 2009 01:57 am
How many times, can ones heart be mangled and still expected to keep beating?
-Stephanie Meyer
May 15 2009 08:09 am
But I miss screamin’ and fightin’ and kissin’ in the rain
and its 2am and I’m cursin’ your name.
You’re so in love that you act insane
and that’s the way I loved you.
Breakin’ down and comin’ undone
it’s a roller coaster kinda rush.
And I never knew I could feel that much.
And that’s the way I loved you
May 13 2009 11:32 pm
Could've tried just a little bit harder
Kissed you just a little bit sweeter
Held on just a little bit longer
Dug down just a little bit deeper
Let the world revolve around you
And given you the stars above
Loved you just enough to make you stay
And I’d lost you anyway
May 9 2009 10:09 pm
If you could see that Im the one who understands you,I've been here all along
Im the one who makes you laugh when your about to cry,I know your fave songs,you tell me all your dreams
you have a smile that could light this whole town,I havent seen it in awhile since she brought you down... you say your fine but I know you better than that
Have you thought maybe u belong with me??
May 8 2009 11:47 pm
Falling apart
To fighting mad
Wanting you back
To not giving a Damn
Hell I felt it all
But didnt you feel it when I touched you
Didn't you know How much I loved you?
May 2 2009 11:27 pm
I cant believe you where the cause of the tears
I never thought that you would be the boy to break my heart so badly
Do you kno how lost I feel?
May 2 2009 11:21 pm
They had been apart for years, but always been on each others minds
He called out the blue,and asked 'Do you still love me?"
She was silent, not wanting to blurt out the truth..all she said was
I still wear my ring
I hate going to sleep, cause when I wake up..I'm alone
I miss having your arms wrapped around me on cold nights
I haven't been able to watch a scary movie, I no longer have someone to protect me from the bad guy
she stops and says "your turn boy"
He says,
I miss the girl who stole my coffee every morning
I hate having all the blankets to myself
I miss the cold feet that would wake me up in the middle of the night
I long for the girl who cheered for me at my game..no matter how bad I played
the girl who would always feel asleep on chest,no matter how mad we were at each other
fighting back tears she says.....I miss you boy and Ive loved for a long time
I
Jan 25 2009 01:50 am
I believed in you
I held on to every word like a fool
I never really had a chance, did I?
I was a stupid girl, I should've known...god I should've known
I was stupid and niave,
I got lost in your lies
but honesty now I know that happy endings dont exist
Dec 8 2008 08:40 pm
hey boy ,
when I see you,I never say half things I want to
I cant help if my head gets in a daze
The way you say my name,
The way you walk
The way you make me laugh
I cant help it if u look like and angel
I cant help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain
I cant help my self! <3
Dec 5 2008 09:15 pm
She puts his picture where he normally lays
when she wakes up, its the first thing she wants to see
his shirts still smell like him
his coffee mug is still on the table
his razor is still sits on the edge of the sink
no contact, or he'll be at risk is what they tell her
she watches the news everyday...searching for his face in the crowd
being a million miles apart kills her
pictures of him line the hallway, the car, her cell phone ...never wanting to forget the colour of his eyes
...another day without that knock on the door..means he's safe...
Oct 25 2008 12:32 am
a small cross I wear around my neck
to protect my heart
to protect my soul
a small cross is what kept me going
knowing it gave me strength from him
a small cross to show I believe
to show Im loved by someone
Jul 15 2008 10:43 pm
the cold metal
sends a shiver down my spine
the relief from the pain is beautiful
the blood is a distraction
almost art work to my twisted heart
it takes my mind away
to a bliss I never could dream of
to a world I want to be in permently
Jul 15 2008 10:34 pm
No
No No
No No No
just stop
no more
I dont want to hear it
saying No to her would've been alot easier than tryin to make up a lie at this current moment
I was the dumb one to trust you
fuck man, I even loved you
jerk
Jul 7 2008 04:20 pm
you make me laugh
you make me sad
you make me smile
you make me scream
you hurt me...
but your my friend and for some stupid reason, I'll forgive you
Jul 4 2008 12:35 am
I wanna scream
I want to cry
I want to beat the crap out those girls
I want to jump off a bridge
I want you to tell me the truth
May 10 2008 10:29 pm
you love me but you'll never know
you'll never know my hidden fear
My deepest secret, the real me
I could never really love you
If I cant be true to myself
May 10 2008 10:22 pm
If we're done tell me
If it's over let me know
If you really dont love me..tell it to my face
tell my heart
let go of my soul
stop holding my hand if its a lie
dont kiss me unless you mean it
If this feels like a mistake...let me go
Jan 14 2008 05:05 pm
Do you know you said her name in your sleep again last night?
I know her number is still in your phone
I know you have pics of her in the bottom your closet
I know that she's your first thought in the morning and your last thought at night
for the last time Im not Sarah
thats why leaving you is so easy
Dec 30 2007 12:56 am
I thought we loved each other, but I guess I was wrong
I hope the tank is full
I hope you didnt leave anything behind
where ever you find yourself tonight, be safe but dont call
she'll be glad to see you
I'll go on my own and try to tell myself this the way it was ment to be
when she's holding you,dont remember me, cause I wont be missing you
Dec 26 2007 05:55 am
1 shot, 2 shots, 3 shots...floor
my oh my hopefully that saying is true
'what happens in vegas, stays in vegas"
my head is pounding, the room is spinning,where the hell am I?, who the hell is that next to me?...and where in the hell did this ring on my left hand come from?
thanks to jose cuervo, I dont even know my last name
Dec 26 2007 05:44 am
you can be with any girl you like
but no one will love you like I did
no one can put that smile on your face like me
you may think you may be in love, but never will be
you try everything you can, but you wont find us again
Dec 14 2007 10:43 pm
I pray that when he touches you, it reminds you of me
I pray that her touch is nothing compaired to mine
I pray that you dream of me each night
and I pray that one day you'll come back to me
Dec 5 2007 09:22 am
If you really knew me...you would know who much I love you
Dec 1 2007 09:35 pm
sometimes we wait so long to find that perfect person..that the most perfect one was standing in front of u the entire time...and its too late
other times..we wait and wait for big things in life...we dont see how blessed we truly are with the things we already have
..we always think theres time...but time is short..and a gift dont waste it..tell someone u love them, thank a person for being a great friend...and never never lose contact with someone..cause you never know lifes plans
Nov 9 2007 06:58 pm
you shook me like a rag doll
you put your fist to my face
you threw me down the stairs
you put your hand around my neck
you must feel like a real man, beating up a little girl
your hand is fast but my shotgun is faster
Nov 9 2007 06:33 pm
you knew I couldnt replace her
that didnt stop you
you didnt care that you hurt me
you didnt care how I felt
I shouldnt been so stupid
but you made me smile when I was sad
you were in the right place at the right time
I should of held on to my pride
I should held on to what I believed in
I shouldnt been like her
Oct 20 2007 01:53 pm
forgive them for their sins
fore they know not what they do
the gun didnt mean to go off
she wasnt ment to be there
father,forgive them of their sins
fore they know not what they do
Oct 20 2007 01:46 pm
all we want is someone to be there for us
someone who will hold our hand
or laugh with us when we have a nightmare
we want to believe this powerful-thing has the power to change everything for the better
Sep 29 2007 09:50 pm
Now don't judge me and I won't judge you
Cause we all get judged in the end
Sep 24 2007 07:36 pm
Genesis 9:6
Whoever sheds man's blood,
By man his blood shall be shed,
For in the image of God
He made man.
Sep 24 2007 07:24 pm
I hate that I love you so
I hate that I need you
I hate how you hurt me
I hate how you make me feel
I hate how Im always alone
I hate that your never home
I hate that I love you so
Sep 16 2007 02:55 pm
I dont want to be hurt
I dont want any pain
I dont want to fight
I dont want to hate
I dont ever want to be in love
Sep 10 2007 03:56 pm
I know that band on your hand means that your her's
I beg for foegivness and help from a higher power
But I give the best you the best of me..why does she get the best of you?
How much pain must you put me through before I make you stop
Im lonely here on my own..why does she get you
I know that when she calls you'll be gone and I be on my own
I know you made a promise to her and god
so next time when you leave her to be with me..turn around stay with her..I dont need you
I dont need help anymore..Im up off my knees and I've stop aking for help
Im done
Sep 3 2007 01:03 am
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right,forget about the ones who don't and believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance...take it. If it changes your life let it. Nobody said it'd be easy,they just promised it would be worth it.
Aug 30 2007 10:20 pm
So much for those 12 steps he thought and he finished a wiskey
I wonder if she misses me he thought
I'd never let her know the truth
I'd tell her Im in florida partying in daytona
I'd tell her I was alabama workin on the ocean
I'd tell her I was California watchin the sunset
or that I was in Hawaii surfing the waves
I would never tell her that I need her and I miss her..and she still owns my heart
Aug 6 2007 01:41 pm
For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate;
a time for war, and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8
Jul 19 2007 11:01 pm
Pain it's only something little
Pain on my little heart
My little heart that has been torn
It's only pain
I should heal in a life time or two
A grown man should have known to treat me better
A grown man should have know to treat me better than a dish rag you use up and throw away
A grown man should have known better
Jul 11 2007 01:50 pm
hey baby it's just me
I'm leavin this mesage just to tell you that I love you
I want you to know how much you mean to me
I hope you know how happy you make me
I wanted to let you know where I'll be
I'm leavin you this message to let you know the pain is unbearable
Im going to miss you
I wanted to say goodbye
Im on the bridge
Hey Baby..I wish you would have picked up the phone
I love you
Jul 8 2007 05:30 pm
One day you will see the good
in my goodbye
You can't reach for me accross the cold and empty bed
Beggin for me to come home is a waste of breathe
I feel more love in this hotel room than I ever felt from you
When the sunrises I'll hang my hopes on highway signs
Put a few more miles between us
I promise one day you'll see the good in my goodbye
Jun 26 2007 08:48 pm
Boy: I saw her today
Girl: I seen him today
Boy:She still looks great
Girl:He didnt look like himself
Boy:Man,I miss her
Girl:I don't feel anything for him anymore
Boy:I made a hugh mistake
Girl: Im happy without him
Jun 13 2007 11:25 pm
I want a love like Allie and Noah
I want a kiss like Snow White
I want a tragedy like Romeo and Juliet
I want a hero like Sleeping Beauty
Jun 6 2007 03:29 pm
you hear her name on the news but you dont pay attention
Maybe today you'll see her picture in your local paper
you dont pray
pled
barggen
beg
hope for god to bring her home
You find out she's gone
you think poor thing
and then you click the page off the screen
only certin people know this kind of pain
but it's a pain no one wishes upon there worst enemies
only god knows where they are now..
but atleast now her soul is free....
~~~Kelsey..where ever you are be at peace and be safe~~~~
Jun 6 2007 02:29 pm
I have wounded those who love me
And refused to take the blame
I have hidden all my demons
But I cannot hide my shame
I've forgotten who I am
But I know you know me well
Heaven help me
Heaven help me
'Cause I can't help myself
-G.Wilson
Jun 3 2007 12:44 pm
She thought she found the love of her life
someone she could see herself with
someone who made her happy
someone who was flawless
But she was only lying to herself
everyone has a flaw,he's was worse than others
He didnt show no regret,no tears,no sadness,no fear
Just anger,a look she's never seen before
Everytime she tired to get away he would pull her back in...but it got worse each time
One time he forgot, she was let out on her own
Her ticket to freedom was sign on the side of the road...Interstate 5 miles
As she looks out the back window that sign is just a dot from her past
Apr 22 2007 09:23 pm
you say you love me
But take it back
well fuck you
you cant play me like that
Im taking back my heart
Im taking back my soul
thank goodness you never ment anything at all
Oct 20 2007 01:43 pm
If this were a movie
you'd be the super hero
I'd be the quirky bestfriend
who you'd fall in love with
we would kiss at the end
and 'FIN' would pop up
followed by a happy song
But this is real life
you have your own superhero
I listen as you talk about her
With my mask hiding the tears
wishing I could peel the mask
revealing the truth
